
Melissa
NTU econs; 19 and lovin' it
love is not a because, it's a no matter what

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what is it that lingers when all else fades?
so tired nowadays it always seems like I’m here but not here. makes all the moments that I feel truly happy and present all the more precious. but then it fades out and I’m left wondering if it ever even happened.
I always feel like being upset is being extremely ungrateful to the people that care for you and want you to be happy.
but this is it, I can’t help it. I am unhappy and I think I need some time to feel better.
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some days i wish my emotions were mine alone.
that i could feel what i feel without worrying about the people around me, or that i could feel what i feel without being affected by the noise around me. the smallest of things can tick me off, feeling sorry for a stranger etc etc.
but in the end, i don’t think i could live in my own bubble without blocking out all the good stuff too.

hullo there! nowadays the only time i use the camera is when i need a mirror… :-)))))))))
i have been experiencing a lot of inertia lately, halp halpppp. literally i will be STUCK in bed, i’ll have to physically force myself-one foot off the bed and then another foot onto the ground. if there was a soundtrack of my morning i think it’d be something like ‘aaaarghhhh ughhhh’. ok that was funky HAHA.
watched anomalisa yesterday. and as with eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, this film rly caters to my introspective tastebuds hur hur *_* existentialism very strangely/intriguingly depicted.
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selfish and bitter, this is the part of me i hate the most. so so so exhausted from everything i just need a break.
how do you know if something you’re asking for is ‘too much’?
surely i’ll be over all of this one day, but one day is not today. and i am asking for too much today, from myself and from others.
so much work to do really, but i can’t focus.
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we are all escapists at heart
running helps put things into perspective, to help us see if something is really unimportant in the grand scale of life.
but we can’t run forever from the things that truly matter.
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